It was late. I think about 9pm++ after visiting my brother in the hospital. I was about to grab something to eat because I haven’t taken my dinner yet so I was driving around looking for a parking so I can get down to ta pau some food. Out of a sudden, 2 women decided to make my life a living hell.

Until today, I’m not sure if I’m at fault or not since the both of us were trying to turn into the main road. I don’t mind admiting my fault because IT IS my fault that I kinda scratched and cause a tiny itsy bitsy dent on her wira but the most frustrationg part was that I could not even see her! AND guess what? She and her friend told me that they could see me! At that time, I was about to burst them why the hell did they not allow me to go first since they could anticipate that I was about to go?!!! Fu** it.

Is this the manners that KL-ians drivers all have? That even when they could see an accident coming they just continue stepping on the accelarator? One of the most frustrating part was also their comment that I was driving fast. Hello, if they had any brains of their own, I had just released my brakes and stepped slightly on the accelarator when BANG! it happened. They didn’t even manage to slam their brakes on time! Bloody Bitches.

But I think if I were to blame anyone, it would be me. Why? Because I had the least brains if any 3 of us were to compare. Why? Because I was plainly bullied by 2 women around my age into paying up, I was too scared to call anyone, I had no friends working as a mechanic, I had no friends I could turn to, I’m a total failure by all means.

I hate getting into accidents. I’ve always cautioned myself as a very careful driver because in all the 7 years of driving, never did I cause an accident. All the time is someone kissing my ass, if not, I’ve did slam into someone’s butt before but it was such a small impact that no one had to pay for anything and no losses were made.

I’m still very financially hurt. Why? Because I’m really super broke this month. I have lots and lots of debts to pay up. Other than the routine bills, I have a wedding to attend that’s about to take place in a hotel (guys, you know la how much that can cost), I have a very important person in my life whose birthday is this month, I have a belated birthday whose birthday present I hutang, I have a farewell dinner to pay up for, and worse, I went shopping last month so my credit card bills are due!

Shit.