Yes, I’ve stopped blogging. What happened?! When today my colleague told an associate that I’m a internet junkie and always have blogged practically my whole entire life, I was kinda shy. The feeling of being proud was suddenly replaced with embarrassment. Not because I’m an internet junkie but because I’ve just stopped blogging. A lot of things have happened the past few months that I feel things have turned for the worse.

Due to work pressure, I’ve not been able to be myself. I’m more grumpier, scolding people here and there and even rude (which in certain cases I think my erratic behavior totally justifies!). I’m mentally tortured and challenged when the workload gets too much that 2 weeks ago when I visited my doctor he told me that I’m going to have high blood pressure if this continues. I do have to admit that partially its due to my ever increasing weight but the work is sometimes more than a person can bear. So much that sometimes when things turn for the worse I could feel my veins pumping the blood into my heart. Not joking.

Well, in a few days time, I hope that things can cool down already. God bless my soul.