Tomorrow I’ll be starting my new job in an area which I’m not too familiar with. Luckily, I have someone who’s always by my side when I needed him and he knows how the roads go! So earlier this morning, I went to Mid Valley to look for SoGua after his meeting and met up with Kwong for a while. Since I was also not feeling so well, SoGua “dumped” the little Kwong and we had lunch together (actually, Kwong already has another date with his other friend).

After lunch, we went to the town area. Round and round and round I go and I think I finally got the hang of the area. Chinatown seems so scary to me these days and SoGua giving me tips on how not to talk to strangers, hang on to your handbag, be alert blah blah blah seems to give me additional pressure on top of the pressure of getting to know new people tomorrow! Arrrhhh… What’s next?!

I’m now currently on my holiday break away from work so technically speaking, I’m currently unemployed. However, after tomorrow, I’ll be starting a new job back in the dog eat dog world. Lot’s of things I would like to update but I guess after so much that has passed, nothing is worth mentioning anymore. I do have mixed feelings about my new job as it is something “new” that I am going to venture into. This new territory is pretty scary to me since its been quite a while since I’ve done something drastic as this.

I hope things would turn out for the better though. Everything is like a new beginning and hopefully, I’ll be back in the blog world soon after lazing around for almost a year!

Yes, I’ve stopped blogging. What happened?! When today my colleague told an associate that I’m a internet junkie and always have blogged practically my whole entire life, I was kinda shy. The feeling of being proud was suddenly replaced with embarrassment. Not because I’m an internet junkie but because I’ve just stopped blogging. A lot of things have happened the past few months that I feel things have turned for the worse.

Due to work pressure, I’ve not been able to be myself. I’m more grumpier, scolding people here and there and even rude (which in certain cases I think my erratic behavior totally justifies!). I’m mentally tortured and challenged when the workload gets too much that 2 weeks ago when I visited my doctor he told me that I’m going to have high blood pressure if this continues. I do have to admit that partially its due to my ever increasing weight but the work is sometimes more than a person can bear. So much that sometimes when things turn for the worse I could feel my veins pumping the blood into my heart. Not joking.

Well, in a few days time, I hope that things can cool down already. God bless my soul.